Success is bitter than you can ever imagine. Success is sweeter only when you accept the bitterness without regrets. ~ Uma
— UmaDevu (@UmaDevs) October 8, 2014
I’m in love. I doubt to mention one name; for I love all of them who pass a smile on my face, for I am in love with you, him, her and everyone.
Love has no demands to put forward. I’ve been in a relationship for five long years. Love cannot be measured by ‘how long have you been in a relationship’ either! Love is not just about being with each other forever. Love is never about sacrifice.
Then what exactly does love means? I doubt, Does love has a meaning at all! But then, my doubt is absurd. Love does have meanings.
Love is a feeling; we define in accordance with comfort of our emotions. Love is care, Love is marriage, Love is Hug, Love is Kiss, Love is sex, Love is being together, and Love is this and that; Love is Love, that barely people realize.
If you see me smiling at nothing, that’s because I am in love. When I wake up with the early sunshine falling on my face through the pale blue window glass, I blush; because I am in love with an abstract, I call it Life. When a friend of mine, hugs me, I fall in love. When she says I’m the best I fall in love with her. When another friend, he says he loves me for no reason, I fall in love. When a child suddenly bumps on to my lap with a smile in the bus I go to college, I fall in love with that baby. When an old lady asks me for help and I could do it for her, she responds a smile of contentment, and I fall in love with it. When I sit alone and cry for hours, I fall in love with that pain; because life is never about just being happy, it’s okay to be sad at times.
I am in love with him; someone who is nothing, but everything to me. I guess he realizes.
30 Days Writing Challenge along with #100HappyDays | Day 1 – Your current relationship, or how single life is |
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To take my 100 happy days challenge to the next level I take up a random writing challenge for next 30 days. I shall be writing every consecutive day on the topic give in the list below.
This list is created by Pretty. Random. Things . Please do check out Liesl’s pretty blog :) <3
Day 1 – Your current relationship, or how single life is
Day 2 – Where you would like to be in ten years
Day 3 – Your views on drugs and alcohol
Day 4 – Your views on religion
Day 5 – The day I decided to end my life
Day 6 – Write thirty interesting facts about yourself
Day 7 – Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
Day 8 – A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life
Day 9 – What you hope your future will be like
Day 10 – Discuss your first love and first kiss
Day 11 – Put your music player on shuffle and write ten songs that pop up
Day 12 – Bullet your whole day
Day 13 – Somewhere you would like to move or visit
Day 14 – Your earliest memory
Day 15 – Your favorite Tumblrs
Day 16 – Your views on mainstream music
Day 17 – Your highs and lows of this past year
Day 18 – Your beliefs
Day 19 – Disrespecting your parents
Day 20 – How important you think education is
Day 21 – One of your favorite shows
Day 22 – How have you changed in the past two years?
Day 23 – Give pictures of five guys who are famous who you find attractive
Day 24 – Your favorite movie and what it’s about
Day 25 – Someone who fascinates you and why
Day 26 – What kind of person attracts you
Day 27 – A problem that you have had
Day 28 – Something that you miss
Day 29 – Goals for the next thirty days
Day 30 – Your highs and lows of this month
What on earth have you been made of?
Flesh or some miracle?
I have hurt you
for I am selfish you know.
I can’t help it
If its about reaching the sky!
But then It’s you on the other hand
When I Weigh you both
You hold my breath forever
Making me forget my dream.
My dreams are nothing more than you
For you are my dream
Why is it so? If you ask
When I close my eyes
I dream of you every time.
I may live a life within the walls
But if it is meant to be with you
I need not even breathing air!
I live in you
You bound me together
Helping not to fall apart
I am you, You are me
‘Aumy’ says it all
She knew it was her decision to crush her heart but she later regretted since the pain was unbearable. She forgot to smile. She stumbles when she wanted to dance. Music started irritating her; lyrics brought those memories back.
It was then, when she was broken, he held her hands. No reason, not even any relation. He came like a wind. Touched her softly with his heart. Far away somewhere in the woods he lived just for others to smile. He chose our girl to bring her back to the life she wished of.
She trusted him the least. He never gave up on knowing what her story was. She could barely avoid him; he bound her in his spell.
“Have you felt loved when you kissed?” he asked
She paused for moment and recollected those moments when she kissed her past Love. May be she use to love him too much that she couldn’t say neither yes nor no.
“Why are you after me? “She asked.
“Just for a smile on your face. I promise, I can bring it back”
“I don’t want to fall in love with you” she doubted his intention.
“I don’t want it either. Let me show you what life is” he replied.
She held her breathe and decided to walk along with this stranger who promised her every happiness.
They began. He took her for a ride and made her feel the breeze caressing her hairs. When it was raining they walked on the road without an umbrella. Even when they both never knew to swim, they jumped into the sea trusting each other. He saw her laughing for those silly moments. Later they together waited for the sun to set.
She looked at his face and he was looking far into the sea. The golden sunshine and his sparkling eyes made her fall in love him; she held his hand. They went into the woods and lay on a grassy land. He pointed his fingers towards the sky.
“Make a wish” he said.
“You have fulfilled all my wishes, how can I ask you for more” she replied.
“There is no limits for your wishes and I’m not tired yet” he winked.
She looked back to the sky and flew in her thought. After a sigh;
“You see the starry sky don’t you?” she asked.
“Beneath this pale moon light and these candles of starts, I want to kiss you. May I?”
He was silent and just kept looking into her eyes. She came closer to him and their breathe fall on each other. They kissed passionately and felt loved this time. Perhaps call this her first kiss but she never knew this was her last too.
She fall asleep in his arms and when she woke up he was gone; he vanished into thin air. But she didn’t regret for he gave her a perspective to live her life to the fullest. He taught to be thankful for the little happiness around. He gave her the innocence she lost somewhere in her past. He made her smile and he wanted nothing else. She lived happily ever after with him in her heart.
Love doesn’t always means to be together forever. Love sometimes need just a moment to conquer every heart and keep you fallen in love until you die. All you have to do is, just try bringing smile on their faces.
Day 31 : I was so happy then. The Old happy me. I used to be a foodie and ate a lot. I was carelessly fat. But I admired being myself. I used to smile for no reason they said I’m insane. Perhaps they don’t know; I’m happy that’s why I laugh out showing my gums and teeth; I don’t regret if that’s weird. I lost it somewhere, the old happy me. This day again I set off another journey to find my self. <3
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